Shopping !!!!!

Late dawn i should said i woke up today...after having my breakfast and my cleaned bathe... somehow walk around my house..in and out my room.. changed my bed sheet today so theres a brand new fresh fragance feel up my room. then saying my farewell to my dad who is going out so as my sister and her bf...the house was then left wit my mum, my granny and i at home.. both my elder and younger brother went to have their paintball game...its a nice game for them.. in the afternoon somehow after changing a whole new look for my blog profile...i wasn;t in my mood to do my work so i was giving a thought of goin down my hall to see what i can do...at first i switched on my TV to see what to watch..the movie aren' interesting..after watching an anime i walked to my store..glancing around to see what i can cook for desert..just then i notice my jelly powder..its been long i haven do any desert for my family...so i grab along a can of lychee fruit. opened up and slice the lychee to medium bits to be feel inside the jelly mould... i almost burn my hand cause i was too near to the stove where the water was boiling hot...within half an hour i was done...pouring the mixture into the mould and then waiting it to be cold...some how feel happy with it..just bout time, my mum woke up from her nap..and plan to go amcorp mall.. so after our evening bathe my mum, my granny and i went to PJ Amcorp Mall to shop around. my mum bought 2 pair of shoes and a green unique bag..its very nice....then we went upper floor to shop some clothes..my mum bought shirts, leggies, whereas i bought a cute lil dress. it makes me look like a doll like dress...den we went to the other shop..there was this purple tube top caught hold my attention...and so i asked my mum could i take a look at it...trying in the fitting room, it fit me up just nicely, and so i bought it and my mum of corse bought few pieces too..den we all went back home to have our dinner...and now i just done my wonderful feast now sitting here doing this blog..later on i will be doing the rest of my assignments which i only left 2 more subject to be done...till then...muakx...nitezzz

camwhore day....

pineapple

reddish
yellowish

purplish
my fav sunshine

lurve this pic
so green gud for eyes

purple my lurve
such beauty

Mr. Sunshine
sweet purple herbal plant

the pearls on the leaf

aren't it cute? path with two cute statue

when it was raining pour

sweet purple potrait in mua roomie ^ ^

Yeah....!!!!!! finally i done up my photography assignment ed...which is the taking min 60 pictures...ytd itself while in the train i already took few pics den walking to time square i took some...today while it was raining time i went out to took pics where pictures of water flowing... then i waited patiently inside my house for the rain to stop..not long then it stopped and the bright mr. sunshine was seen. happily i went out i start taking pictures..plant around my house.. especially the flowers...i dono why i have so much interest on after rain...mayb its because of the water pearls lying on the leaf and flowers that caught my attention so much...i kept taking non top around my garden out side my house..just then my cousin dickson ask me to give him a ride to pick up his phone and back to leisure...so i did that..after that since i was driving my dad's car i stop by at my housing area the basketball court. upon arriving there few youngsters were there to play..so down from my car ..and continuosly i snap the basktball court all around...most of my pictures were all plants....and sun... i luve the pics which i snap where the sun is...its simply just to be seen beutiful to me..where u see the sun shines to all directions...till then i going out to catch my dinner o..hope u guys enjoy pics shown above..its few among the rest of the pics..these are the pics i like...the potrait in my room the sunshine the flowers...hehe...muakx [ps: sry... somthing wrong wit my line ere so hard to post up my pics...so other nicer pics will be delay o...]

1 hell night

I pleaded god giving me a nice sleep last night but it turn out the opposite way... ytd after my dinner and some duty calls from my mum, updated my blog, den i started to work on my life drawing exercises and assignments. time passes so fast and i done up wit my exercises leaving my assignments...i was so so so tired that i lay my study chairs in 1 row and lay down to rest... not in a moment i fell into a deep sleep well cant blame i was so tired that time...when i woke up dono somehow felt my left arm was deeply in pain, as if somethin bit me or wad. looking at the time blurrly it was ed1 a.m then i packed my table leaving my drawing board on it and went down to my room. den i text both guys again saying i'm going to sleep...its hard to sleep as da pain its like spreading to my whole left hand. my wrist started to feel pain . its so hard to relax till i get my yellow love heart beijing olympic pillow and i rest my hand on it...woke up this morning...my shoulder till da neck feel the pain which was killing me. its as if its restless at all...went down to da hall switch on my TV and to my luckyness i switch to the korean channel and it was broadcasting Full House by rain..i watched awhile before my arm start aching again and i went up my room lay down on floor with my arm resting on the same pillow and fell asleep...it seems i can sleep anywhere o..haha waking up seeing my smses... till den i going to have another rest and a clean bathe before starting of my day..it sure was a hell night for me ytd hope today is better...muakx

flaming heart yet soaky wet

Somehow today i just feel easily fire up...is it cause the tiredness in me? or is it theres so many things swayng in and out my mind?? i wasn't that happy with my mum just now...she keeps saying :'since study till so hard why not just change corse? everyday come back so tired with the sour face.' I'm okay she say so cause i never bother wad she says if its not wad i want to hear but i just simply cant stand inside my heart ed. shes my mother, she should be giving her own daugther moraly and mentally support not keep dragging her down. surely enough i love my corse its not causing me any stress or wad so..so wad it has many assignments to do? every university or college does the same. and i morning till late evening only back home. surely enough i will be tired. yet coming back home. keep ordering me for ' duty calls' i am also a human not a robot i need rest too...why my other siblings doesn't need to do but i have to? reason? cause i will listen and they are lazy??? actually all these i dont mind doing so cause it will bring me good in future and not i want to be so calculative..its cause whenever upon reaching home i just want to rest well and so to do everything...but wad i get was mumbling and i hardly sit peacefully in my study table...with hours i will be called to do this and that..why cant they do their own thing why must ask me? i got my own stuff to do okay...somehow i once think.... home is not a place i want to go after a tiring day..unlike others wishing to be home happily...but not me. my home somehow turn out to be a place which i so much not want to stay in...they will only care, worry you like hell unless something happen to you if not....its just the same old treating way i got...argh!!!!!somehow feel like smashing my head to the wall....another thing is that my parents wants me to transfer to UCSI college which is near my hse whereas i am now currently studying at Lim Kok Wing University..reason was next time after my sis go over to UK and further study no1 will send me there cause so far..thats 1 reason they gave me... i got my license why cant i drive to school? if transport was the problem then how come when my sister study there its was nice and okay for her. but why till me i had to be like this. i don wish to transfer there. not to say to look down on there or cause i want to show off where a study. its cause i finally get used to the surrounding ere.i'm pleased with ere i love this surrounding campus life...i just wish to stay at LKW so much...and she even ask me change corse asking me scare couldn't find a job in future...at first i was so afraid of it but den lately i met up wit my fren.He is currently working and so he ask bout my corse GDD graphic design. then he asked me if i would like to work in future or when i learn the skill of graphic desgin, cause he got few frens need graphic designers...i told him by time i graduated his friends wont be needing me anymore but he said its not wad i think of.while schooling they might still give me work as part-time and success i would get pay.after graduating i could work as full-time...so i was assure i got the chance and set it as my goal and so i insist on continuing my graphic corse...telling my mum bout this she actually laugh at me..saying whoever employ me would be such a bad taste and so on... saying how skilless i am...which hurt my priority inmy heart... the goal i set up so high bright enough suddenly was bring down to dullness...like rain pour on top of me.... she should be happy and support but instead she did da opposite ways... somehow i really feel am i really that uselss to my parents?? arghh thinking of it makes the heart so aching...stop till ere then...theres so many heartache things in my mind....let me sleep in peace tonight bah....muakx

A nice day out with bestie

I met my bestie sista today at town...^ ^...sure miss her much o...Today i was having life drawing class..so after finish drawing both my front view and side view human face and copy down my assignment notes which was a full human face sketch based on a picture and 50 different position face sketches [ which is basically goin to kill me ] den i rushed down to the bursary helping my sister [ my real sis] to do her result printing thing. After everything was done i took a cab to putra ERL to KL sentral then from there took the monorail to Imbi where Time Square is...man after all the public transport i took it cost me around erm..almost RM20++but its okay...today is friday so basically the train station and everywhere is crowded with humans...so walking in the crowd is so hard plus i was holding my art blocks work. a A2 folder wit all my A2 size masterpiece same wit 2 A3 sketch book and layout pad...its so hard to carry walking around as its so big eh...anyway slowly i arrived at my destination...i meet up wit bou at the entrance and what surprise me was that holding her hand was her bf...i feel so spotlight after all. i taught only the both of us will be spending time together but dint know got him...I never blame she tag him along. I don mind too as i know its hard for them to meet each other..just all of sudden seeing them together i just somehow feel not right at moment to be with them...cause where ever they go they will be cuddling to each other, play, joke, laugh...and so on...seeing her nice and happy makes me worry her less...as long as shes happy with her life with her decision then its okay for me as well... haha guess i simply love worrying others so much compare to myself...even i myself dono why... I try hard not to care so much but somehow...my heart is like so tiny, puny, or should be said soft. I cant bear to see them sad or so...seeing the weaker part of them makes me heart sick. Am i born to be soft? or its just me thinking too much??? anyway back to today....heart attack things happen to both of us... after sending bou's guy to hang tuah station both us walked back to pavilion. reaching the sungai wang road which cross over to Lot 10....cars was like moving fast....and so we waited the chance to cross the road...just then we saw a guy crossing the road and so we did the same. seeing a wira car speeding near yet somehow dono why we still cross and we got honked cause it almost will hit us...it shock us so much till our legs trembles and i almost pee in my pants, my heart beats so fast till its like 160/km on the road eh....it was so fast..like the show The Fast and Furious where the car speeds. well not that fast just a description...den we walk to lot 10 food court had a drink and then parted away. She went to KLCC where as me...my sis called and ask me to run to time square entrance shes there waiting. I was like run??? my god...its so hot and i sweat so much wei. but i dint run as she say...who would want to run so sampatly??? so i just walk as fast as my legs could bring me...den pass sungai wang reaching the bridge over to Time Square cross the road, and this time safe and sound. In to my car i rest my whole body down catching my breath...after that went picked up my younger bro from school [tsun jin high school] then back home..rest and all...and now basically sitting infront of my dekstop doing this blog...after this will start on my life drawing assignments... till den muakx..nitezzzz

BITCH is on the LOOSE in the CLASS

ArHHHHHHHHHH......man the feeling of having te bitch on the loose wei....wuahaha am i too rude wit my B word?.neh dont think so well..my buddy adrien to say dat word so often in his blog guess i should join in huh??? haha..but i think today is mianly more to da basstard side wan i guess... hmm todays class is a one hell boring day...its not that bored actually but the lecturer wasn't that okay at all lo..his writting sucks so badly eh...his teaching makes me feel so sleepy, mayb thats because he is still new to us thats why he not used to it i think....basically now i'm in my class...is break time and as usual i don go for break dono why..safe money i guess hehe... nop not alone...there are 3 other classmate o mine in the class o...how i wish to be alone cause i want to listen to music to relax awhile..my mind swaying and thinking things again as usual..hmm wad i thinking??First. should i skip my after lunch class to go home early for swimming class? after lunch class not dat important also just he will select picture for us and give us topic home and draw? or should i just stay and forget bout my swimming class? but i want end my swimming class within this week eh. Second, tonight wont be sleeping again cause had to rush my assignments for submission..man who can help me.i promise to treat them nice o...or pay them for their hard work o. Third. tml group work wit my class mate doing the photography assignment.. should i join? but i will be tired o?how ar? haihz hmm wad else to think..oh yeah where to take my 60 above pictures?? Forth think bout my malaysian studies assignment which basically tot i got no corse of that and skip 4 class since starting till ytd i met my fren and he ask why i not in class but wondering outside...den bla bla bla...i found out that i got my class after all den ask my bestie korean fren bout wad to do. as i found out next week is our exam.. i ws so shock and blur. TEST????!!!! i dint even attend not a single class how to sit.then found out got group work and so i join my friends group sure enough and now rushing for the imformation as i'm the only malaysian student in that group. they are actually doing things which i had study last year and last last year. bukit kepong and form 5 history based on the kemerdekaan wan... haihz guess till now first i think.Heads cracking up to be bloom....till then muakx

Day of Tiredness....

I woke up late today...rush for my clothes my bags....den slowly walk to my sis room wake her up with full of frustration...hate waking her up...1 i don like getting scold from her saying she need fetch me to school plus her wonder bf is ere...it make things even worst for me...reach school rush to my class..reached inside my class i placed myself in my seat. then the lecturer told me to get ready for test...i was so shocked...TEST!!!!! she told me its according t my module outline.. i was so shock cause i dint prepare..usin the 15 min she gave i quickly glance through my notes...den da papers are landed infront of me.. open it with full of nervous..seeing through the questions its bit of common sense so i just write my answer according to was i rmb during class... after answering all i feel relief...whew....it wasn't that difficult after all...after that waited my sis to pick me up...den had lunch at Samosa near UCSI university which at cheras. we went there is cause my sis need do her UKvisa thingy so beside was this retaurant and we went in..after our feasr we went straight home...lying on my soft bed..dono why these few days keep feelng so so so damn tired...the mind is like forever thinking lots of things....probs, issues surrounding my mind... a whil den i went for my swiming lesson...today was swimming laps...forg style and freestyle...man so tired for me just 1lap...i can die so soon in da water at that moment..the coach want me to swim 6 i was so dead swimming 3 eh... so cant short to 50 metres wuahahaha... back home again ...bathe , dinner, rest a while and then back to my assignments which i need to rush for tml hand in...eyes so pain..half closing..body burning so hot like in sauna.. now basically sitting at my study floor doing y assingments...while doing just no idea why my mind will sway away to other things...hahafunny thing i received text..even though its wad i wish most not to hear but then was heard...things had to go through anyway.looking ahead makesa better life..all i can do is that try hard to let things go..focus on my study as theres a job waitting me out there ed...and look high above this way to lead a better life right??? haha oh yeah da blog bout me back from singapore is not uploaded yet so will be upload soon ya?? till den nitezzz and muakxxx

bleeding love

Somehow i think lots of things through...since da day my cousin talked to me bout some issue and ever since back from singapore..i start keep thinking lots of things. thinking way to change myself to be a better me and look up ahead t live on, solving my financial prob where i having debts, and solving my love...my heart which is the 1 giving me doubts which i don wish to happen. i write this its not to prove somthing or to gain anything...its just some issue that is meaningfull...god created us born us to this earth or we should say each of us are the creations of adam's seeds inside eve's body...we came to this world empty handed and in the end of our life we leave this world empty handed too.... so why when still living on this planet just appiciate everythin don hold it to hard or anything. do not say that without him or her u cant survive thats a touching phrase to say when loving each other yes indeed touching but thinking through this phrase its a nuts of saying so becaus theres no such thing without who we cant live on. we came down to this earth alone, living alone, and in da end we leave alone too. its not that we can carry on our wealth or love or our soul mate in together in our coffin by our death bed..bear in mind that no..we come and go alone..nothin in this world is fair..if yes..den is it fair to da ppl the patient who is suffering from death penalty???god is never fair to anyof us even we are his children. theres once or twice or thrice i keep thinking why is my life so shits with so many doubts and all i keep blaming god for giving me a heartache life..many so i keep thinking of suiciding myself whenever i face my love life....i cant solve i cant settle down i cant love and be love...and i push blame all to my life...but then as i walk in the hospital..walking pass room by room seeing inside are patient lying on the bed restless helplessly...some have disease which cant be cure where they lay down waiting for the grim reaper to take them away...in their heart every moment they keep talking to god to give them just a while longer to live on...but god is too cruel..it never give mercy..whenever it wants u toout from this world u will be out...like my aunty who had passed away in peace last 2year i guess..it was an awfull experience as she was the yougest sister of my father's side. she was young at that moment where she got a sickness in her.the doctor toldus she only left few months to live on but he few months is actually meant by few days...she was caring and sine young she always keep all her money she don go shopping buy clothes she always put her children in priority giving them the best education....which 1 good example her son, my cousin which now working for the make-up company. MAC product...he graduated at japan and won lots prizes..hes famous with his skill and all....she missed to see her son's great effort.and seeing wad she had done for these years for them..whe was young and pretty yet she leave this world without even have the chance to feel the pleasure of buying new clothes, travel, eat and so on and god just take her life away from us...why so?? so is this fair?? how bout to those who rape? rob? kill? murder? wad bout them why are they still living happily day by day among us? where god dont take theirs life away rather then takingsome innocents life? god is never fair. it can take away our lie any moment just so we don't know when..and so we had to be grateful to survive each and everyday...we should survive with great happiness not wasting time grudging around....we decide , we make every decision ourself..and all decision have a consequences which we are all responsible to face it...even u get married theres still a possibilty u will face a divorce even u have kids..its just that we are he 1 who choose this road no1 is to be blame. all we had to is justface it...life is so much things to do around....till den...muakx

bubbagump

bill of da day

da upper wan is nice.da icy cold shrimp
after finishing da feast
all left was empty shrimp shells
da sign board
need da waiter for order or somtehing else

fish 'n' chips
da fries ship
finger licking good

heavenly shrimps... all kinds shrimps are inside must 2 try
nice shrimps with vinegar sauce.must to have
smash potato wit fish and lil shrimps side

the bubbagump restaurant
mm,....1 side of da table

BUBBAGMP which is situated at 1U..my sis,lawrence(sis bf),my cousins dickson and vivian(xiau la jiao),granny and me ^^ went to have our shrimpy heaven day...its was kinda like last week.i was too busy to post bout it...anyway..all i rmb that it was on da wed cause thats da day i end my history of arts class den after my class we went pick up my cousins...reaching our destination....we enter da restaurant..da design in it gives da impression of like da olden days fishermen atmosphere i guess so..da sink was so nicely design wit the sink just as same as normal pail and inside da sink are some black large stones....anyway back to da main point..theres a way to order our food..a sign board stand is placed on the table. there are 2 side of it,1 is 'stop forest stop' and its in red colour;that means that u are asking them to stop so when da waiter saw the red sgn they will eventually come to u. another sign is 'run forest run' whihc is in blue colour;that means u don wan them to stop and disturb so they wont come to u..after placing all our orders, we waited patiently for our foods to arrive...having sake my lil cousin vivian was so urge about taking pictures to be uploaded at her blog. finally 1 by 1 our food arrived..slowly seeing the food placed in front of of us...our saliva just like slime leaking out from our mouth corner...after letting my lil cousin snap all the pics she want all of us start to feast.. using our lil snappy fingers pilling out da shrimps shells dip it wit different type of sauce, vinegar, mayonese and all..den placed it into our gods creation the sense of taste our mouth..MMMMMM..bitting it..da chewy meat of da shrimps make us as if we are in the heavenof shrimps...basically this place only serve shirmps..dats y its call the bubbagump...its based on a story but i forgotten bout it..hehe..after having our wonderful feast we lick up all over fingers clean..den went to shop around.. we even walk around at cineleisure..den around evening time we just go back home wit our tummy full..hehe above there are some pics at bubbagump.. its a must to try to those who likes to eat shrimps..

aquamarines....

SWIMMING is after all not bad...i have been hate to swim since last time..whenever my cousin ask me to i will always reject cause i hate swimming..mayb due to cause i dont knoe how to swim...hehe..after some incident happen..my relatives my parents ask me go swimming to release out my stress and all...my cousin which since long time ago keep asking me to accompany her to hav swimming lesson was finally granted..cause i keep rejecting her till now...at first i wasnt that happy wit my swimming classes but till da second swimming class i get to learn to swim ed...i learned my frog style....now i'm like so addicted to swimming..cause theres once my cousin bro and sis and her bf dring me along for a swim at nite..there my cous taught me to swim free style...i imporved on my frog style and also need more practice on my free style..i'm so pround of myslef ..hehe well even i not that pro yet but wit so lil time i get to swim..just feel so happy...haha...during olympic swimming competitions..seeing the girls swim..i was so envy.. they swim like dolphins gracefully under water...how i wish i could swim that well too..hmm....haha well someday i will..just more practice...muakx

back to campus life

Back to my campus uni life...after such long break..well basically was just a month...den last week was my first week of class...da starting of my second semester....for the first week i already skipped 3 classes... [ o . O ] hehe dats a notti thing to do..but i dint do it on purpose..mon i dint go cause wanted to collect my salary but did not tues i went class wed i went but upon reaching there they can tell me class over...then thurs i attend..fri i went to hosp for certain appointment wit my doc so mc...and today i attend class....man i sure miss out lots of stuff...but it was fun in class....da previous class are all mixed up so frankly saying most of my frens are apart from me.. luckily i still have my korean fren around....and a botswana guy..both are in da same class as me.. well as usual ....assignments and all...now is even using my my brain juice more i had to think of my main characteristic for my story line....every1 was given 2 random words...using this two ramndom object given we had to juxtaposition it to form our character....mine was hard till i almost scratch bold my hair..^ ^ den i had to think for my short story line whether to be horror, thriller, romance...etc...my random words was bottle and bag....after much struggle on my brain juice i managa to squeeze out some marvelous 'juice'... having my storyline tittle ' GUINNIE in THE BOTTLE'....da character will be a unique bottle...with various design on it...and when its rub out flow a bag gunnie wit a huge zip...and wadever we wished for just open up da zip and the things we want will pop out..^ ^.. thats just that first thinking...second thought was having a baby gunnie in a baby milk bottle...isn't it cute??? hehe baby bag gunnie in a cute baby bottle....the baby bottle will be purple...wit pinky diamonds decorating around...hehe well da rest i would just like to leave it on to think then..perhaps da baby gunnie in da bottle for a fairytale story..' THE LAND OF BABIES' where babies get their wishes done...wuahahaha dats nice...till den muakx...