A nice day out with bestie

I met my bestie sista today at town...^ ^...sure miss her much o...Today i was having life drawing class..so after finish drawing both my front view and side view human face and copy down my assignment notes which was a full human face sketch based on a picture and 50 different position face sketches [ which is basically goin to kill me ] den i rushed down to the bursary helping my sister [ my real sis] to do her result printing thing. After everything was done i took a cab to putra ERL to KL sentral then from there took the monorail to Imbi where Time Square is...man after all the public transport i took it cost me around erm..almost RM20++but its okay...today is friday so basically the train station and everywhere is crowded with humans...so walking in the crowd is so hard plus i was holding my art blocks work. a A2 folder wit all my A2 size masterpiece same wit 2 A3 sketch book and layout pad...its so hard to carry walking around as its so big eh...anyway slowly i arrived at my destination...i meet up wit bou at the entrance and what surprise me was that holding her hand was her bf...i feel so spotlight after all. i taught only the both of us will be spending time together but dint know got him...I never blame she tag him along. I don mind too as i know its hard for them to meet each other..just all of sudden seeing them together i just somehow feel not right at moment to be with them...cause where ever they go they will be cuddling to each other, play, joke, laugh...and so on...seeing her nice and happy makes me worry her less...as long as shes happy with her life with her decision then its okay for me as well... haha guess i simply love worrying others so much compare to myself...even i myself dono why... I try hard not to care so much but somehow...my heart is like so tiny, puny, or should be said soft. I cant bear to see them sad or so...seeing the weaker part of them makes me heart sick. Am i born to be soft? or its just me thinking too much??? anyway back to today....heart attack things happen to both of us... after sending bou's guy to hang tuah station both us walked back to pavilion. reaching the sungai wang road which cross over to Lot 10....cars was like moving fast....and so we waited the chance to cross the road...just then we saw a guy crossing the road and so we did the same. seeing a wira car speeding near yet somehow dono why we still cross and we got honked cause it almost will hit us...it shock us so much till our legs trembles and i almost pee in my pants, my heart beats so fast till its like 160/km on the road eh....it was so fast..like the show The Fast and Furious where the car speeds. well not that fast just a description...den we walk to lot 10 food court had a drink and then parted away. She went to KLCC where as me...my sis called and ask me to run to time square entrance shes there waiting. I was like run??? my god...its so hot and i sweat so much wei. but i dint run as she say...who would want to run so sampatly??? so i just walk as fast as my legs could bring me...den pass sungai wang reaching the bridge over to Time Square cross the road, and this time safe and sound. In to my car i rest my whole body down catching my breath...after that went picked up my younger bro from school [tsun jin high school] then back home..rest and all...and now basically sitting infront of my dekstop doing this blog...after this will start on my life drawing assignments... till den muakx..nitezzzz